Your Eyes Only
You can honestly give yourself credit for losing a friend who was willing to listen to more than just the same river flowing,but the waterfalls it ended up having everytime the same old thing comes up again. What are we? Married? Yeah I married my Favorite Person in the world, because I committed to trying to comfort you every single day. I committed to making you smile, and making you laugh whether I was having a bad day. I put my heart aches aside and dealed with yours. I was there from the beginning to the middle and as of right now, everytime you begin to do this I start to feel its going to be the “end” when I say the words I hate to say.. Good bye.
I know your going through a tough time but what kills me is that you don’t even get what’s right in front of your eyes. That you don’t get not everything can go your way that all the things you want in life can happen, but it doesn’t mean you got to be chasing pavements. I know you love her. I know there’s more to life than just her. It wasn’t your fault, your timing was bad and God decided to lead your path somewhere else. It wasn’t your fault, communication apparently sucks sometimes. It wasn’t your fault, your straight up, the straightest as a flag pole but people can’t be that way as you.
You can’t just give up everything in your whole life just for someone, someone who is trying to live her life, and someone who I care about as much as I care about you.
We have so many good memories even though our eyes met a few months back. We have hella laughs that are caused by laughing AT eachother… not with. We have so many inside jokes that I swear no one in the world can get. Your my translator and I’m some what your translator oh mr. smarty pants. But beneath it all, you know we go more than beyond every day textes and if needed a phone call between. We have plans, sometimes crushed. We have fights sometimes that last within a day. But all in all… I know I don’t want to lose you. But your just not getting it! Text me, or call me… When you suddenly decide what to do. I’m always going to be your friend. I’m your Favey Baby! And I know your just going through a tough time… But your not the only one.
