an incomplete greeting
happy belated birthday. to an important person in my life. not that everyone is important to me but especially to this girl. she’s been there for me since i was born. we’ve been through more adventures than the wild thornberrys and we’re still as close as ever. this year i didnt get to write you a letter as i do every year or make your birthday special like sleeping over or better yet ..making one day of each year for you not to target me as the joke like you do every day. you’ve taught me so much this year. and gave me hard lessons that no one dares to try. out of everyone. you know you can handle me better than anyone and it sickens me to say… i really dont want you to leave next year. yeah its for your own good and its what you want and ill see you when you need a hair cut and maybe holidays but it just wouldnt be the same. all these years of trying to be exactly like you. to gain the strengths you already posses and trying to be your duplicate. you would always get mad but i told you the only reason why i do is because your the only ro-model i follow and the hero i describe in very engis paper. to be exactly like you was hard i admitt. but during that process…you’ve taught me to just be myself. that there was something special in me that for some reason you kept me around. you would take me to your friends house. tell me when im being an annoying ass and especially be there for me when no one else would. i owe you more than just a blog in a tumblr. i owe you every bit of happiness i have knowing you did your job in being someone for me to look up to. and yeah we’re family so you have no choice to love me unconditionally you would always use as a comeback. but you know i know you better than anyone. your my favorite cousin. more like the big sister ive always wished on having. but now i know.. that wish came true a long time ago on june 15,1992. happy belated birthday cj! i love you.
