burning paper in my pocket
I would of never expected being sixteen and having to pay more than just tickets to the movies, money for clothes, or even some dolla bills for some la comida. I have to start paying for some bills for the house. Paying a car insurance thats not even mine. Buying someone else nice things before i get could get mine. I didnt realize i was mad about it or anything wrong with it. Until i start limiting myself to the things i cant have but want. Waiting for a long wait then finally succeeding to realize its all gone once again. You know, i dont have to work. I can be as lazy as all the other folks and not get a job at sixteen. But i got a job to learn more than just getting money, but independence. I didnt wanna sound greedy. But you just had to ask for a new camera a new laptop money for the bills money for the car insurance money to buy your new boyfriend shoes money for the gas…. And left me with an ashed up pocket for the money i needed to buy a laptop you let ur dumb boyfriend take it away… Payday is this friday. Hah too bad i only get to see it for a second, until it turns to ashes.
