Sorry to Disappoint You.
Sorry, that I can’t be there when you want. Sorry that you have to get away from me just to smile. Sorry I can’t learn my lessons when they’re first taught around. Just sorry, To disappoint you. I would have never expected to be a girl so in love with getting hurt. So in love with feeling like everything is falling out of the clouds. Falling in love with a Man, who I’ve lost 8 months ago. I’m not the only one seeing it, But i’m not doing anything to help about it.
I’ve been working like crazy, I’ve been babysitting my Godson, trying to spend time with a Fixie and trying to learn some tricks with J.Maley, trying to hang out with the family, shaping myself into someone I’d like to admire and having some me time.
Its just crazy how bad, you can break someone’s so heart to have it torn into mini mini bits of pieces over and over again. What more can you have? You can’t love someone when your heart is already as broken as it already is. I’m sorry to disappoint you with another blog about him, who I honestly don’t even know why… I put up with anymore.
And the reason I think of everytime I want to let go is Love. But Love really isn’t enough…
