Happy Mother’s Day ! My momma a beast when it comes to shopping. Didn’t get her what I was hella planning to, but I did get her a good ass maafaackin dinner, a nice blouse, and a New Ring*. Haha .
Had work this morning, I forget hella shit to do, forgot to pick up a new permit. Forgot to uhhh… Yeah thats it. Oh wells. I hate how I got a damn written and I was perfect on till today. Like c’mon are you kidding suck my dick I swear. And it was hella whack that I got introuble for re-stocking, when they told me to and got mad cuz I wasn’t on Till. Shit. You got four other associates tell them to re-stock your twixx. Didn’t stay until 5 like always. Went to go eat dinnaah early with the family and guess who paid… Yee mee*
So, I threw a fit at my mom on the worst day possible but like shit. I hate when she lies to me. But then again, this is probably how she’d react if she found out I’ve been lieing to her about me going out on days* Today, we actually had a sitdown talk.. About life, jansen, that uhmm you know *her boyfriend*, sister, and my future. Guess whatt bessstfriend, she wants me to go to berkley. Aside, from that she said I can be a hairstylist if I really wanted to, but I’d do that on the side.
I love how my mom and I can have a love and hate relationship, but knowing we get on eachothers nerves all the time. But be hella selfish when it comes to shit we own, and knowing that love is not the only reason why I’m still under her nose. Like yeah, I complain big time. Because my unhappiness is always because of her. At times, yeah she does it because she loves me. But most of the time, its the bitchest, non-momlike, and careless shit to do. But now, as I’m getting older. They’re is a reason to the saying, “My Mom is my Bestfriend”. And I’m starting to feel it. Two more years in this townhouse, locked inside purple walls, with two doors to the outside world then I’m off to where ever, but I know in my heart. I’m not going to be under my mom’s nose, but her heart. Yeah, I can’t wait.. Until next Mothers day. I love my mom..
Right now, my stupid dumb cousin called me fat, and I had bigger arms than him. Man that’s so cold, yet it was the truth =/
And now, I’m starting to remember fucking yesterday, with my bro and boyfriend. They called my arms tornado and earthquake. Dude, I swear I’m so close to getting liposuction on my damn arms =/
